The tides of time move to and fro
Where this soul sails, who could know?
I had a direction, but lost my way,
What changed my conviction, so much to say.
I had held back my pain, disquieting mind,
Turned away from loved ones, left them behind.
In a spiral of pain, pity and fear,
Until my mind broke leaving me here,
I turned away from my life away from the truth,
Leaving it all behind like a tantruming youth.
I lost you all that day family and friend,
Cast out for my sins that I didn’t amend.
I lost all of my hope and got tossed around,
Till all that was left is this shell that you’ve found.
I have been up and down, mostly the latter.
With no family, friends or faith life doesn’t matter.
Now here I stand looking into the abyss,
Still messed up in my mind but aware of what I miss.
What happens now where do I go?
Tossed about on life’s ocean not sure where to go.
As tears fill my eyes i look for help from above.
How do you make you way back into gods love?